When the person who hurts you is yourself..
When the one who let’s you down stares back from the mirror..
When the torment comes from your head and the pain is in your core..
When the only one to blame is you..
And you just can’t cope anymore..
When the depth you get to is the crash at the bottom..
And you don’t know if you can claw your way back up..
A lump left on your head..
Somehow through all the pain you’re still glad you’re not dead
Shadows dance within these walls
Darkened as the daylight falls
Holding me within their grasp
They choke me to my final gasp
Spider in his webb looks on
Thinking of the days long gone
Spinning out the final thread
Watching me till I am dead
You know me through and through and through
Predicting all that I might do
But you I do not know at all
Glaring at me from the wall
I’m done, I say.. You’ve had your way
And as I kneel, I start to pray
Where is your god? You laugh and grin
Left you cold because of sin?
Ha, now I have you all alone
I shall enjoy your every moan
You foolish girl, you had the world
Now into darkness you’ll be hurled